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February 23, 2007

whole lotta nuthin'

there's been a lot going on around here, but then again? not so much. *shrugs* what's a gal gonna do?

just live the best she can, i figger.

lessee....been drivin' that bronco. you'd be very surprised how nice that thing drives!! i hope it brings a good price at the auction. if it doesn't, we're not selling it! hmph!

got the explorer (it's shed the "exploder" title once again! lol!) fixed. turned out that six of the plugs and wires were basically burnt up!! gah! now it's amazing how great IT runs, too! *sheesh!* if only people would LISTEN to me when i say "this thing sounds funny... i think something's wrong with it..."

speaking of LISTENING... tommy got his hearing aids!!! YEHAWWWW!!! so far, it's been a real rollercoaster ride for him... and for the rest of us, too. he kinda goes from being amazed at what he can hear that he couldn't before and hasn't in a looong time to being frustrated at some of the annoyances that naturally come with these things.

but.... he is having some real trouble, too. he has some tmj issues. he got his jaw knocked out of place when he played football several decades ago... and ever since, (because, i assume/know he didn't get proper medical treatment) it pops when he opens his mouth a certain way... like to yawn, or sometimes when laughing or when he goes to bite into a giant burger or something. (although now, it does it almost anytime he chews) *lol* you get the idea. anyhow... you can feel how much movement there is down in his ear canal. thankfully, it's mostly on the right side, which is the side with the least problems.

so far they've shaved down that ear piece, but he's worn it so much assuming it would just "break in" that now it's too sore, so he has to go 24 hours without it. and he is having a lot of problems with the tubes getting moisture in them (happens a lot with people who work outside or are in any area where there's a lot of moisture in the air (like when steam cleaning equipment)... but he drove down today to get some special stuff to help with that.

*sigh* he's scheduled to come back for a recheck (and to also 'rework' the settings on his *ears*) in a couple of weeks. hopefully by then he'll have gotten a lot more used to them and will be ready for the new settings (for distant sounds, etc)

what else? well, i just got back a bit ago from another birthday club dinner. this time it was karen. 44!!! man... i think i'll have to be out of town this year when mine rolls around. after all the hard time i've given them over being soooo oooold well, they might try to make it hard on me this year. and i probably won't be in the mood for none of their nonsense! how immature! *pththt*

karen just got a new job in an office! no more driving a big ol' van picking up elderly and mentally/medicated people from group homes for transport to various places... from the grocery to hospitals to mental facilities to their homes out in the boonies in the dark! gah!

now... *whew* she has this cushy officey job. she's in and out a lot, but still she has this giant new desk and phone with its own extension and rolly chair and such. so diane and i got her a bunch of fancy desk stuff. she was wowed. ;)

i'm worn out!

before that i'd been to the chiro as my head had started hurting again. he had to "set" me four times before i got out of there!! first time, he didn't have me positioned right on the hard thingie where you lay your head. *gah* i usually tell him if it's right cuz i know when it hurts like the dickens, then it's right. but i figured maybe now it was supposed to be in a new place and i shouldn't boss him around so much.

so when i sat up and he felt for that nerve. *OUCH!* there it was. it didn't take. i told him then about how i'd kept my mouth shut about the position being wrong, etc. he told me to speak up! if we were gonna do this, we'd might as well do it right and since i knew where the 'sweet spot' was, then i needed to help him position me on it so the alignment would count!

me: well, i didn't wanna boss you too much
him: i'm used to it. i'm married! --- *then a sound of 'oops, did i say that out loud'*
me: fine then. i got it covered. that ain't right.

that man is such a hoot!

so this time, while he had me down there, finally in that horribly uncomfortable position, he clicks me with the magical machine. then, he says, let me put that back on there a bit snugger, just in case. i am notorious for popping outta alignment in mere minutes/hours after being 'set'.

then, shame on me, i forget my cervical collar to brace my neck.. but he puts me on the therapy table where you lay on your stomach with your face in a hole while electricity is pumped through specific points on your body for a certain number of minutes while smokin' hot heater thingies are laid over top the electric zappers.

while in there getting hooked up, i talk to my friend, jo, who's the receptionist, secretary, bookkeeper, physician assistant, therapy lady, x-ray developer and sometimes babysitter of doc's kids.. lol.... we hardly ever get to talk, so today while it was slow, we talked in the therapy room... me with my head not in the hole, but turned sideways.

i never thought about that being a bad thing til she left and i put my face in the hole and heard the big pop in my neck. oops. out again.

so, after the electro-burningfire timer went off, i told jo my neck was out again. doc came and checked me.

him: yep, it's out
me: see, i told you it was!
him: i HAVE to check. otherwise, why wear the white coat?

gah! fruit loop. so, he set me again. this time i barely moved my head at all! i drove STRAIGHT home, found my collar and strapped it on for about 2 hours before time to go pick up karen and go for dinner.

did i mention that i'm tired?

i am.

gonna go snuggle down with some blankets, a few pillows and watch monk and psych! ;)

have a great weekend, ya'll!

*smooch*

February 20, 2007

it was there last time i looked!

engines, injins, moters, maters..... *GAH!*

*hmph* *roflol*

okay... um, tommy bought this bronco last week. for a couple hundred bucks. the guy thought the tranny was bad because there was fluid leaking. turned out the seal was just bad. sheesh! anyhow... the motor AND tranny work great and in fact the engine in the bronco is better than the one in tommy's pickup, so he began switching them out.

*GAH!*

i hate it when he does stuff like that!! he worked on it at his work in the shop. they're allowed to do things like that. well, actually, MOST of the guys do things like change oil, etc. NOT start interchanging parts with two or three vehicles. *SHEESH!*

anyhow, he's got the pickup engine into the bronco and it's runing fine. some idiot had towed the thing with a chain by the front axle and so that has a little curve in it and turning is like rough!! urgh! but it runs really good! he switched insurance over on it so he could get it licensed (and ready to sell -- he stands to make a good profit on it, THANK YOU, LORD!) but now looks like we'll need to drive it for a couple of days!

the engine in the exploder is missing! (thus the title!) i had to drive it in the awful SNOWY weather at like midnight on saturday. casey had gone with tommy to help set the engine in the bronco. (they have a chain lift, but it has to be lined up, etc... takes someone on top and underneath to get it set just right) of course, this and that went wrong and it took longer to get ready to set the engine, so it was that late before i could get casey.. actually, i hadn't gotten a call from them (nor had they come home!!) so i just loaded up and went by myself!

i hadn't driven in such weather in ... well, probably never!! there was probably only an inch and a half or two inches down (yeah, nothing compared to up north, i know!!!) but it was blowing and slick, nevertheless! it just doesn't get that way in kentucky anymore. :( and nobody will let me drive most of the time. *hmph*

anyhow... we live "up high" so i had to make the choice of which hill would be least slick AND which would be least likely to send me off in a ditch if it was really slick! some of those hills are daggone curvy! so i went down the one toward the train tracks, linda. no one had been down it, so i had some traction, but it was slick underneath there! i even made that 90○ turn at the bottom without wrecking. ha! anyhow.. i almost died when i saw that the parkway had only one lane, and "lane" is really stretching it. it was more like just a couple of hit-and-miss tire tracks, ya know? i'd never seen it like that before!! usually, once you get out of our little "sticks" road and hit the 'city' streets, it's like it never even snowed there. always clear and boring. lol!

it did really shock me, though. even the bypass was that way!!! the ramp was totally covered with snow and then back to those two sorta-there tire tracks. *shiver* but anyhow... i made it to the shop. i had to wait almost an hour because they still weren't quite finished setting it. case was tired and huffy. tommy was tired, but his usual 'buzzed' to be getting more done all the time. i don't know how he keeps going on those things. in all that grease and oil. (he was covered) *blech!*

after they got the bolts in to hold the engine, tommy asked if i'd go get some gas for the bronco. okay, yeah.

so, case and i drove across town. main street wasn't even totally cleared. *gasp* we got to the gas station, filled the can and put some more in the exploder, i got case a hot cocoa and tommy the coke he'd ordered and we headed back. that's when i noticed the shudder in the exploder getting worse.

it's had this shake/shudder when it's idling for awhile, but i've been poo-pooed and blown off about it. well, NOW they're not poo-pooing me. the thing is shaking like an earthquake on wheels!! can't figure out if it's a sensor or a plug, etc.. tommy looked at it last night but couldn't find any fried wires or plugs, so they left it in town to be scanned sometime today. *sigh* it wasn't showing any codes, which was odd. i'm just glad it didn't do like it did when it was having those tranny problems. ACK! =8^O

anyhows... i'm here, stranded -so to speak- with this big ol' old bronco to drive. i need to go get some scripts cuz i'm out and need to go hit the computer down at mom's again today.

it almost killed me yesterday... but that's another post.

ARGH!!!! = 8^S

gotta git busy. hope you're all having a great week!!

hugs....

February 14, 2007

is it possible?

must be because i ordered the cap & gown today. *sigh*

my baby is ready to graduate. *sniffle*

i got the tassel with '06 on it because if not for having taken off about 3.5 months to work full time with my dad while tommy's dad was in the hospital and home recovering.. well, he'd have already graduated.

he wanted traditional black (how boring are boys?!?! sheesh!) with a blue/silver tassel. at least i get a little color.

i have no idea what we're gonna do. it'll be a couple weeks before the duds are delivered, so i have a bit of time to come up with something or go crazy while not coming up with something.

more likely that last one. gah.

i'm not sure what's gonna happen with the little (and i mean tiny!) church we've been attending. meaning there just aren't very many people there. i suspect the cold weather doesn't help that a whole lot. neither does the fact that one family that sorta promoted the church in the beginning has now left and i'm not sure what might be going on in that situation.

i know one thing though, the little place that's rented now for the church belongs to that family. *a-heh* yeah. last i heard, though, they'd agreed to extend the lease til the end of this year. maybe, i said maaaybe another place can be found by then. *shrugs* i dunno.

but.... *sheesh* talk about your rabbit trails!... the pastor's wife just came outta the blue back around Christmastime and started talking about some sort of graduation party and how the church wanted to do something for corey's graduation, etc.

when i told her i couldn't speak for him as to a date he'd be "finished", and i still hadn't really come up with any definite plans for a celebration....

she kinda jumped in telling me "we" could do something at the church, but we'd wait til like may, "y'know, closer to normal graduation time.."

i musta made a funny face because she then pedalled backward with "not that you're not normal..." etc. *sigh*

anyhow... i didn't pull out my gigantic hat pin and bust her bubble right there and then, but we'll have his party whenever we get good and ready. "normal graduation time" or not. *gah*

i guess she may have been thinking more about being able to find graduation cards or gifts or something??? but you can get those at any time if you look around a little. *shaking head* i just don't know what all that was about, if anything!?

but never mind.... my baby has finally finished and i'm pretty stunned. not that he finished (shame on you!!) but that i'm at this mile marker! who put me over on the supertrain?? i didn't WANT to be on the supertrain!! *waaaahhhh!*

sheesh. so here i am with my whole life/brain/house/mind/house(repeat repetitively) all a mess and i need to figure out what to do for my picky/hard to figure out/choosy/fussy/nice/finicky/handsome son's first graduation!!

*blabadablabadabla* with the finger flapping of the lips as in craziness.

help me?

February 13, 2007

went to the endo yesterday & here's the report:


  • the last couple of times, i've seen the physician's assistant at the endo's office. her name's rebecca and she's cool.

  • my A1c was 6.3% this time. up .03 from last time, which she was pleased with.

  • i'd lost 6.5 pounds since the first of january. go, me! don't ask me how. dunno except stress & not eating much b/c of stress. i don't recommend this diet.

  • she lowered my basal rates even more. (lowered them last time, remember?) so now i'm taking less than 20u total! total!! hard to believe when i first got on the pump in 11/04 i started w/over 60u per day! gah! no wonder i've dropped a few pounds! sheesh!

  • my sugar's already been bouncing around a bit. it'll take a day or two to see if these rates will work, so i gotta just stick it out. the docs would rather me have a few highs (around 200) than so many lows (over 75% of my tests were below 80!)

  • that's all she wrote. buh-bye!


February 12, 2007

thanks, you guys... [from 1/28/07]

for the comforting words.

everything is finally over. the funeral home was booked solid. maybe i already mentioned that (and i'm too lazy/tired to go see if i did) but anyhow, the funeral was friday morning.

as mom, dad and i went through the visitation sign-in book, there were approximately 250 people who came by, which would not have been possible had we had the funeral earlier, so the waiting worked out well.

mamaw looked so wonderful! it was just amazing. she looked as if she were just lying there asleep. the lady who's done her hair for years came in to fix her hair, so she looked just like she always did on a friday or saturday evening. she instructed the makeup people on how much and what colors to use. she told daddy about how she sang to mamaw while another service was going on as she worked on coifing her short silver tresses. such a sweet lady.

mom found this red suit with some sparse silky "vine" stitching and tasteful sequined flowers around the cuffs and lapels and then a perfect white blouse and necklace to go with. mamaw always loved to wear red and looked gorgeous in it. they were even able to lay the larger part of her cut wedding band on her finger (remember, corey had to go cut it off just before Christmas because of the swelling) so she appeared to be really ready for church, with the ring she never took off and all.

we ended up not having to sing or being able to get into a recording studio either. daddy amazingly found a cd with some recordings of the good old songs by some of the originals from 'back in the day'. :) it worked out well, even though i'd never seen a service where there weren't live singers. the songs and the way they were sung were perfect. "Peace In The Valley", "Just A Rose Will Do", "How Beautiful Heaven Must Be" all of them, mamaw's favorites.

there was and is family *crap* galore going on, but none of it spoiled the service. no one acted out or caused a scene, for which i am immensely thankful! i just don't know where we'll go from here. i am shocked but then not really... and i'm definately confused and i'm completely saddened. even though i knew this day was coming. the day when those who have seemingly wanted so much to do it would finally break any ties left in this family. the song, "...will the circle - be unbroken - by and by, Lord? by and by?" seems so regrettably appropriate here.

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[february 9, 2007]

i think with that part of the family (dad's brother's, (& only living sibling) kids) mamaw was the only thing that forced contact from them with us. the whole family dynamic in uncle's family is too bizarre to relate here, so i won't, but the cold shouldering and nasty looks were hurtful, even though we knew they'd happen.

actually, let me clarify that it wasn't uncle's kids who did the worst of that stuff. it was the granddaughter. she spoke not one solitary word to any of us and more than once i caught her throwing daggers at us with her eyes! there's no other way to describe it.

i have no clue why except that she'd been told something by her mother, who was extremely cold to us as well, but since she knows 75% of the people in this county, she played the pulling-together relative when anyone was looking. it's just so desperately sad.

i'm restraining myself now... as i could go on relating tale after tale of times we've opened our hearts and homes to them only to be snubbed later on.... but i'm too tired. why waste the energy?

since mamaw lived right in dad's yard and he saw to all her needs, repairs to the trailer, trips to doctors, etc., etc... of course he helped draw up her will. it's not like she had a fortune to leave behind. but she had things of sentimental value. true sentimental value to us. but a kinda sudden "oh-i-want-that" value to others. gah.

anyhow... dad bought mamaw's trailer and set up the paperwork/will/whatever so that it was hers as long as she lived. i don't understand how this works exactly, but some way dad agreed that she could will the trailer to dad's brother (who has trouble maintaining a consistant living area -- *ahem*) so unc's been trying to sell the thing since he can't afford to get it moved nor does he have a place to move it to so as to live in it himself (and his wife). now i'm not sure, but i think that unc must pay dad whatever the trailer appraised for, so unc has been really scrambling to find someone who'd buy it for at least SOMEthing more than that.

with me so far?

that's okay. i don't get it most of the time either. gah. apparently he's "got it sold" to a nephew of his wife's and is "waitin' for the paperwork to go through". *sigh* i hope it happens soon. we worked our butts off clearing out that trailer real quick-like because he kept saying he had the thing sold. so no leisurely sorting through and neatly packing things. nope. we just had to empty drawers and closets asap, haul all that up to dad's shop and/or garage... get all the heavy furniture hauled up there, all her meds that still needed sorting (which came from mail order and needed to be called about? etc!) gah!! it was a real mess!

anyhow. that's been our lives here lately.

besides that stuff? if you can recall, i think i only mentioned it once or twice in passing, but i'd been working on the year end payroll stuff for dad's business.. w-2's and all the 4th qtr reports, etc, etc., gag!!! last thing before mamaw died, i'd hit a snag thanks to some freaky mistake that i could find nowhere and made no sense that it'd even be there in the first place, yadda, yadda...

all that stuff has to be done by 1/31 and so after the funeral, and kinda getting our bearings back over that weekend, i had TWO DAYS left to get alllll that stuff done. ARRRRRGH!

thank God, i did get it all done. not quite sure how, but i did. then i went and bought a $200 program for their computer to put their books on, cuz frankly? i'm tired of having to go through this panicky mess all the time. and mom doesn't have the time or surplus brain power to fool with this stuff. not with her booth at the vendor's mall, and all the other stuff going on with daddy's business. etc., etc., etc.

sheesh. but then i find out we'll need yet another program to put with this one to actually DO the payroll completely, and not just keep track of employee time. #$(*&$#(*&!! boy, if that don't burn my hide! my mammy & pappy don't understand this computer stuff, so having to go back and explain, or TRY to at least, to them that weeeeeell, this program WILL do SOME of the stuff we need.... just not alll of it.

grrr.

anyhow... as it is, i will have to do backtracking seeing as how it's almost the end of february and i haven't got to put annnny of their info into the computer yet. gah! i'm trying to get my house a little more under control first.

ha! who am i kidding? i'm trying to flippin' find the floor around here!! i've had migraines galore since before mamaw got bad sick and during her worst illness and of course, her funeral, etc.... i had a ton of stress-induced low blood sugars. i mean i had a LOT of them. so my house is disasterous because i haven't stopped since before thanksgiving and when i do stop? i crash.

*siiiigh*

okay. i'll stop whining now. guess you wish i'd just kept this here post in drafts, eh? ;Þ or maybe you just see why it took soooo long to finally get it posted.

if you think of it, say a little pray for me? i would greatly appreciate it.

dunno when i'll post anything of interest again. don't just dump me though, please? at least leave me a dear jane letter. that's the least you could do. *sheesh*

*pththt*

gotta go now...

much love to ya'll!

February 06, 2007

i am...

Testriffic.com

eh. i dunno. i guess that's pretty much right.

unless i have a headache.

February 05, 2007

some fun whilst i do real-life stuff...

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c'mon people. take the test. i'm reeeeaally curious. *hee hee*

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February 01, 2007

blog party, all you happy people

i have this huge migraine today. well, no. it's not exactly a migraine, but my head is killing me. i think it's mostly from the meds i've been taking for the lovely uti i have. gah. i'm not feeling so great today.

but!! i wanted to tell you about this cool party thing i stumbled across today. THE ULTIMATE BLOG PARTY you can find the link there on the sidebar. it's a way to get your blog "out there" in another community of christian families. it's mostly moms, i believe... but you dudes could stop by i suppose. lol! i dunno... there may be some sort of security deal in place that will zap any xy chromosonals who try to access the site. hey, chrys.... *heh*

anyhow.. this is in anticipation of feeling in a wonderfully partyful mood by the time march gets here. surely! i know for me, it is about time to feel more partyful and less whateverish i've been feeling for the past two months.

blah.

so ya'll please cruise on over to 5 minutes for mom and read about all the fun they're planning! prizes even! p r i z e s ! ! !

woah!

i'm so there! i haven't won anything in a coon's age! well, except for that rummy game at linda's. roflol! boy, did i win! woo-hoo! *heh*

but they didn't give me a prize, so i gotta make it over to 5mfm for that party! hafta!

off to do... something now. *whimper*

wishing you a happy, warm, non-headachy, uti-less day. ; Þ