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April 13, 2007

another one bites the dust...

heh. what a title for a post about my baby's eighteenth birthday, eh?

tiny little baby--where did he get to?!
i can't believe it's been so long ago that he was so tiny! and then again, it seems like eons...

pay no mind to that big-nosed gal with all the hair and the goofy look on her face. she has no clue what she's doing.

i went to a 'local' ob with corey. well, local as in 'next town over'. there weren't any good ob's here at that time. anyhow, the ob i had was scared snotless of me, but he muddled through the best he could. i mean, really. he did do his best and i appreciated that about him.

the whole hospital experience, though? well, that i really coulda done without. i dunno if the staff was as clueless about diabetics in general or just recently-pregnant lactating ones. GAH! i had iv insulin, then fluids and then two other meds that I can't quite recall... one may have been my long-acting insulin and the other maybe um... antibotics. something like that... anyhow, i had a total of three iv pumps (big ol' computer boxes that gave the iv meds at specific rates & times) mounted on two rolling poles. it was hard for me to really hold corey while i was in the hospital with all that crap on me and forget any 'rooming in'... that was unheard of back then.

he weighed 8 pounds 11 ounces and was the biggest baby in the nursery except for some 11-pounder who was delivered naturally but thankfully that one went home in a couple days. (we were there a week!) and so corey was once again the Biggest Baby in The Place and a marvel to all who passed by.

*sheesh*

so extremely, unbelievably long ago...and now? now we have this...

all grown up... already?

actually, since i was so bumfuzzled when casey's birthday came, i'm going to showcase some of his cutiepieness too.

what a big ol' baby boy!
casey also held the title of Biggest Baby in the nursery most of the time he was there... this time we were in a bigger hospital in a much, much bigger city. lol!

he earned the nickname "bruiser" because when he woke up hungry, needed a diaper changed or was just generally unhappy in any other way, he'd scream and squawl and rock the bassinet so much that soon the nurses learned to always "make sure Bruiser's crib is locked down." lol! i swear! they told me so... every single time they came rushing him into my room! lol!

rooming in was the in thing this time around AND i had NO iv's after the first day. if i'd had any clue at all that travelling the distance (80+ miles) would make THAT much difference, i'd have done it the first time! i was so much more at ease (helps to have knowledgable staff caring more about your needs than the sacred rule book, kwim??) anyhow... i was out this time in 4 days instead of 6 which made everything nicer since i had another little man at home anxious to get his hands on his new little brother.

see my new brudder?

see? whad i tell ya?

so here we are... from 9 pound 7 ounce chubby-cheeked wiggle worm to this::

still a Bruiser
well, no more chubby cheeks. ha ha ha! that's all i got to say about that.

Happy Birthday to my boys. i love you more than you know.

April 12, 2007

pro-activation -- kinda, sorta

sign the petition... it's really not just about the dog
keep a u.s. citizen out of a mexican jail
(it's about more than the dog, I promise

the above petition is about more than keeping a former drug-addicted-turned-aging-bounty-hunter dude from being tried on ridiculous charges and sentenced to years in a Mexican jail. it's about insisting upon a little sanity. on a little control at our borders. y'know... those kinda things.

[EDITAGE::: after reading this over again, i see that i should have indicated in some way that personally, i'm okay with the dog. i've watched him on several occasions. he's an... erm... eccentric fella. *heh* but what he does is good. he takes people off the streets and not only that, he tries to counsel them. he (and his "posse") tries to make them see what they're throwing away by following the criminal path. he cares for them. so even though duane is a rather rough, even scary looking guy with his thin feather-laden braids interspersed through that blonde poof he usually sports up top and the terminator sunglasses and the leather arm bands, vest-on-skin with matching pants... well, i think underneath it all probably lies a heart of gold.

there you go, dog. i'm with ya, bra. ;) :::END OF EDITAGE]

the gif links to a prezidential canditate's website (a dude i'd never heard of, but i liked what he had to say)... his was the most professional, sensible petition (i've found many sites w/letters or petitions on dog's behalf) and was addressed to the proper authorities. your geographical info is sent to your state capital, then your senator/representative signs the petition (and i assume a number is attached to the signature according to how many signatures are actually submitted)



brilliance, intelligence, excellence

okay... next topic? the whole ru+ger's thing?? and i have to grit my teeth to just call it "a thing", but to keep my site off the search engine radar, that's what i'll call it... wait. no. it was an outrage. i dunno about any other women out there... women who, like me, are not black, but i was completely livid about this thing. most of you probably know, but in case there's anyone who doesn't... there are two white ladies on the team. one of them spoke quite a bit at the initial news conference (at least i think it was the first one) and she seemed to be just as furious as any other woman on that team. i know i felt totally insulted by it.

now, i'm no women's libber. (lol!) but i am all about respect and the complete injustice of referring to a group of people in such a derrogatory way without any thought to the consequences. i'm not into the "fire him/don't fire him" debate and i'm surely not waving any banners behind one of the main "civil rights" fellas who has been making the rounds on all the news programs and confronting the ignorant dolt who made the comments... no way.

i just believe that as HUMAN BEINGS? we oughta be a little incensed about this. juuuust a tad. *duh* am i for dumping free speech? nope. but i am for public insistance upon cordial treatment of others. i do think that public speakers, especially PAID broadcasters, should be held accountable for what they say.

i know the law and lady justice are blind. that's obvious with just a quick read through the constitution and bill of rights, but that's what humans are for. (i started to say 'judges', but here lately? i'm not sure 'judges' and 'humans' are always one and the same what with many of them repeatedly turning loose rapists and drunk drivers. *gah*)

see? that wasn't so nice, was it? but it wasn't directed at a particular judge or even a certain "team" of judges. it was a general statement with the qualifier "some" thrown in to show i'm open to the possibility that there could perhaps be a judge who is also a human out there somewhere. besides that? it wasn't even a nasty thing to say!

all i'm saying is that we as a society need to grow a brain, a conscience and pick up a moral compass before we check out with the miracle-gro.



truth always wins out

the formerally guilty-as-sin but now innocent-as-doves duke lahcrossey players? more horrible injustice here.

i think the good-for-nothing da should be run out on a rail... okay, he should be sued AND charged with all the screwups he made in this whole thing. and this woman? this exotic dancer s t r i p p e r ... let's just be truthful here, uhkay? so the rumor on her is that she has some mental problem and so she didn't know what she was doing or some such drivel. *gag*

gee, `dep-a-dy` barney... then that oughta be all the more reason to go pick 'er up, doncha think?

she needs a thorough mental evaluation, and heck, there should probably be all the other physical afflictions the three students were subjected to while we're at it. fair's fair, after all. let's see how mentally stable she is. if she's got a li'l problem (hmm, maybe the kind that comes in a bottle or syringe? we wonders...) then by all means, lock her up in some "treatment facility" where she can be safe (AND OTHERS CAN BE SAFE FROM HER in case she cries wolf again & pairs up with another despicable da, kwim vern?)

but really, an equally big outrage? where are the so-called 'civil rights leaders' who have been squawling like banshees over the whole eyemush (perfect name for him, don't you think? *heh*) comments??? are they screaming about the year that was stolen and turned into a nightmare and a financial drain for these young men and their families??? um.,, nope.

these boys had CRIMINAL CHARGES leveled against them, had their names, addresses and photos plastered ALL OVER television, the internet and most every newspaper around the world! as disgusted as i am over the ru+gers deal, i am even more nauseated by this injustice. is it really like that? are we really willing to ignore such a horrible thing just because we're all ashamed of what some ignorant, arrogant, offensive old white man said??

does the press feel too guilty to expose the inconsistencies?? do we feel to embarressed by our attitudes and words that might sound too much like eyemush's?? dear Lord, i hope that's not it. surely we're more mature, more informed and educated or more well behaved than that?

*sigh*

wanna discuss it? EMAIL ME!!!! if i have the time annnnd the brain cells, we'll chaw the fat about this stuff. if not, i'll still respond. i just like getting your emails! :)

on the same subject as this whole post, but sorta kinda totally different.....

CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW TIGHT MY NECK AND SHOULDER MUSCLES ARE???

nope. i guarantee you can't. (& neither can this cat! LOL!)

ttfn----

ps::: i'm getting closer on the wordpress stuff. well, at least i THINK i am.... only time will tell, i s'pose. *heh*

April 04, 2007

interesting concept....

got this in my email today (surrounded by tons of spam) and thought it was providential::

Life would be infinitely happier if we could only be born at the age of eighty and gradually approach eighteen.
-- Mark Twain

that sounds like the answer to many of life's just plain stuuupit mistakes and ideas, doesn't it? i mean, to be born with the wisdom from years of living while your body grows younger and younger? woah.

sounds like da bomb, don't it?

but God didn't make us that way, so i assume that wasn't such a good idea after all. or perhaps, just maybe, that's what heaven will feel like. i dunno, but after this weekend and this whole month... well, i would be really tempted to swallow a dose of mr. twain's formula given the opportunity!

i can't believe it's been almost a whole stinkin' month since i posted anything!!! gah! now that is just plain sad! but in my defense... i have been REALLY busy.

here are a few pix to prove it....

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i know. he's gorgeous.... gets that from me, of course. [*choke, sputter, hack*] okay, well... some of it at least. ;)

yes, it finally happened. one of our boys graduated from high school. as he put it in the speech he delivered during the ceremony... "I'm graduating not just from high school, but from homeschool... so this is my parents' graduation as much as it is mine..."

i was so pleased with how things went, barring a few peevish things i wish hadn't happened, but most everyone he'd invited showed up and all the well wishes and words of support and encouragement were such a blessing.

probably more so to us than to corey. as much as i've almost dreaded this [graduation - proof my baby boy is now a grown up, yadda, blah]... even though the kid's been done with his 'school work' since february... when it was actually happening... when i, with tommy beside me, handed corey his diploma, i was so proud my heart almost busted clean outta me. ;) all the years of crayons and standing at the copy machine making up 'school' stuff, all the field trips and spontaneous nature walks with best friends, all the times we worked together on wording a paper or speech "just right", all the ribbons won, the trophies awarded, the pictures in the newspaper... all those achievements were rolled up in those few seconds when that blank (ha, ha) piece of rolled up paper tied with silky blue ribbon passed from my hands to his.

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i would be the one with the slitty eyes from crying. sheesh! case was our trusty camera man.

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hawgface & moe-lissa
{inside joke... sorry you few cyberfoks who still even read here, *sniffle* but those who understand will.... um..... well... understand!!}

um, okay... as for the rest of my busyness... just the sheer task of cleaning this place up, including the making of room for the fitting of like 30 people in my house? um... let's just say that now? I CAN'T FIND ANNNYTHING!!!!

urgh!

so, casey has turned 14 while i was in recovery. lol.

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who knew how much i'd miss those sparkling-eyed messy-faced smiles?

he has been impossible re: giving any clues/hints/ideas or otherwise about what he'd like to have or do for his special day. he's been pretty sick with bronchitis, so that does kinda dampen the whole celebratory mood. anyhow, his dad finally came up with an idea... so monday, i took case over to the archery shop near our house. and there i sat and stood, alternately of course, for like 2 hours! it wasn't all bad. the couple that run the place are a hoot and i got to watch casey in action, too. we got him some bow equipment and he bought himself some arrows, too, so i think overall, he had a good time.

and then! my mom and dad took him out for supper! tommy's parents gave him a card and some money when they were here for the graduation.

corey's birthday is next week. he says he just wants a cookout. lol. isn't it hilarious how kids can put "just" in front of anything? lol!! "i just want the moon." lol!

hey, at least he didn't ask for something out of the realm of possibility. thank God for that! ;) and shoot, we need to have a cookout.

just not sure if the weather's gonna cooperate. we were sleeping with the windows open just a couple nights ago and now? it's almost 40* lower than the highs have been for almost two weeks. bring it baaaack!!!

*ahem*

anyhow, other than sis's first wedding anniversary also coming up [and pray for me you guys... i have really, reeeally awful feelings toward her husband. lazy, critical of everyone around him, demeaning to my sister, rude and whiny. um, okay... i've said too much, so i'll quit. it's just getting really bad. i mean me! i don't like it when someone can just make me furious just by thinking of them, ya know? i know this is a challenge, a test or whatever you want to call it. but i need to overcome this, and i don't have a clue how. *blush* um... *awkward silence* er... i didn't mean to go into all that, but that just proves my point. just the mention of something concerning him makes me go off. (oh, and i reigned in big time here, ya'll) *sigh*

well, i have got to get off here. i still haven't got wordpress ready to go. i mean, yes, it's installed, but at a different url, and i don't want to change urls! what i want to do is move all this stuff into wordpress and then put all of it here. the very nice man named michael who helped with the installation said that once i got the data moved (is it importing or exporting? i have no idea!) into wordpress, he'd help me get it all moved over to this url.

heh. so that leaves me, with a bunch of other junk to do already and no time to work on this import/export stuff. *wah!!* anyhow... just wanted to update you on that, but please, PLEASE do EMAIL ME!!! cuz i LOVE hearing from you guys!!! (& a big hug to you fweeties who have emailed! THANKS!)

okay... gotta git.

love yas!!!
*smooch*